Wednesday, February 03, 2010 @ 12:26 AM

And suddenly, I feel so lost.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 4:29 PM

Life - do you really know what it is about?

To those of you who have heard of the Malay proverb, 'Nasi telah menjadi bubur'
(Rice has turned into porridge) should know the meaning behind it. To those who don't, let me briefly explain that what this specific saying refers to, is the actual fact on how situations that occurred are too late for further rectifications. Now with that, I'd like to highlight a topic here.

Let us take a look at the picture from different angles.
The rice had indeed turned into porridge. - Unintentionally. But then again, from what we homosapiens are aware of, though we had expected rice for our next consumption, porridge can still be eaten, right? Yes yes you may not catch the drift. On a simpler note, both rice and porridge are food. Edible nourishing substances. So if you can't have rice, live with porridge instead.

And you may ask, what does the proverb got to do with the heading above. Or, it's just an old proverb, why bother so much? Right? Wrong!

Now from an another different angle: (what the proverb really mean)
'Situations that occurred and is too late to be amended'.

Okay fine, shit happens in life. Like it or not, we all know that. It happens practically most of the time. So what do you do when your life is in a mess?
You fucking get it cleaned. Yes it may be too late to rectify, so jolly well move on from there and waste no further time. You do not just stay there and suck thumb!

Nasi telah menjadi bubur. But it can still be eaten, so why grumble?
Point is, a handful of you people out there don't appreciate life. In fact, you took it for granted.

- You don't get something you've yearned all these while and what you do next? You whine.
- You couldn't get this, you whine.
- You couldn't get that, you whine.
- You couldn't own something you desire, you whine.
- You couldn't be in the school of your dream, you whine.
- You couldn't enrol yourself in the course of your choice, you whine.
- You don't get to work at the place you've been dying to work in, you whine.
- You don't get to live the life you wanted, you whine.

And when you do get something you wanted, you just had to whine about something else.

- You blame your parents for not nurturing you well since young.
- You blame your parents for not working hard enough when they were much younger.
- You blame the educators for not giving you enough attention nor guidance.
- You blame your friends for not being supportive of the things you do.
- You blame your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband for not understanding you.
- You blame your grandparents for being too old to understand the modern crisis.
- You blame the al, al, al, al, alcohol... eh wait, we're drifting away here.

But answer me this, when will it ever be your own fucking fault?
Yes, it's every one's fault but yours.

And what do you do instead of whining? You curse.
You curse and swear God for fucking up your life.
You curse and swear him thinking He is being bias towards you. Everyone else gets to live a better life but not you.
"Why?" - You'll ask Him that.
"Why them but not me? What wrong have I done?" - Do you find this question familiar? Have you ever asked yourself that?

So what if you couldn't get all that. Wait, I shall rephrase the question. It should be; So what if you get all that? How long can all those last? For goodness sake we all gonna die leaving everything behind. I just don't understand why most of you people out there are brain-dead

You whine cause you can't shine,
You complain for the pain

It doesn't matter if you are having rice or porridge for dinner, what's important is that you get that stomach of yours filled. Get me?

Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 12:31 AM

devotion

Just when you're about to set your focus on something, disruptions always steps in the way. - ALWAYS.

But no worries, I shall remain focused.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 1:17 PM

Where the hell are those darn panadols when you need them!?

Sheesh! =(

Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 10:34 PM

Goodbye 2009

Believe it or not, it's 2010

Oh how much things has changed - or not.

Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 5:05 PM

Waves ~

I laid there motionless.

I could feel myself spinning around the empty room in a furious speed.

Perhaps it was the cigarettes.. Perhaps I had thought too much..

Perhaps I was lacking of sleep.. Perhaps I was lacking of water..

Perhaps I was lacking of food.. Perhaps.

But what is it?

I was becoming more woozy by each twirl.

Then it suddenly struck me. I remained motionless in bed.

Instantly, the spinning came to an end as I opened my eyes.

I smiled to myself thinking how foolish I had been to have let my mind play tricks on me.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 11:32 AM

22 days

And hopefully after yesterday, things don't go back to square one.

Monday, December 07, 2009 @ 9:42 AM

15 days

I'm not slipping away from your life. Neither will I let you slip away from mine.

No matter what, I'll do what's best for our friendship.

No matter what.

Friday, December 04, 2009 @ 1:41 AM

When I got home today, I was told that one of my kittens had died.

She was only 5 days old. Initially, I couldn't believe it, neither can I now.

Looks like I'm left with these two. Migraine's back. I'm done here.

Thursday, December 03, 2009 @ 10:44 AM

I aim the center one. Must I say more? :)

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 1:42 AM

29th November 2009 was the day Dini gave birth to 3 adorable kittens.

And I'm very much happy for that. :)

Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11:48 PM

Was browsing through the net and I found a website of these cute comic.

Here's few of my favourite. :)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11:54 PM

confusion

Yes or No?

Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 12:08 AM

dedication to cousin

Happy 20th to Nur Yashira Binti Tahir!

Let's hope this marks a better beginning for you, sweetheart.

And let's hope Sunday turns out to be a blast for everyone! :)

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Yenny Christina declares herself a bummer from today onwards!

Sidney Sheldon, come to mummmmmy! :)

Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 3:19 AM

untitled

Just five days more to go and I'll be free from all those late night mugging.
Somehow, I'm no longer as excited as how I was before. I foresee myself spending most of my holiday managing events, performing for events/competing, going on a vacation with my classmates, reading books by my all time favourite author, hanging out etc. As dull as it may seem, everything seems so blatantly subtle.

That aside, I notice changes. Be it good or bad, it just does and it won't stop there. Thing is, I don't even know how to react to these changes. In me, in you, in them and in us. Why don't you for once just stop, look and think. Trust me, it helps when you keep your eyes open. Maybe I'm just being illogical. Maybe I'm not making sense. Maybe I'm wrong. But what if I'm not?

And to you, who the fuck are you to say what you've said to me? Yes I had some respect for you. Keyword: Had. - Which was close to eight years ago.
Yes, I can be nice to you, that doesn't mean I can't treat you bad.
Yes, I do smile when we speak, that doesn't mean I'm pleased.
Yes, I may not argue back, that doesn't mean I won't retaliate.
Yes, I can forgive you, that doesn't mean I had forgotten the past.
Yes, I know you hate me. Don't think I don't hate you too.
No, don't keep pushing your luck. My patience has its own limit, and you're about to go beyond it.

I have more bottled up in me. I'll do you a favour by being nice to keep things indirect here. I know I've caused you shame, and I dare to admit so. But that's no comparison to what you've done. My piece is half spilled, go gather your pieces.

Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 12:43 AM

A change of heart

Come to think of it... oh never mind. =)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:01 AM

cousins love / herwan's belated

I know the words can barely be seen, click on it for larger view.

How can I not love her? (:

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I was too lethargic last night but nevertheless, here I am now.

Happy 23rd Herwan! We'll get down to more parties real soon. ;)

Enjoy the upcoming celebrations sweets!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 12:39 PM

Reflections

I want to sit by the beach and eye the wonders of nature.

Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 1:01 AM

My girl hugged me and cried when she saw us with the cake.

Happy 19th sweetheart! :)

When the celebration was done, Shilla, Ayid and myself proceeded to Clarke Quay to meet Kai. We then met Kevin and Herwan who were waiting for us at the entrance. Ok fineee! My bad! Shilla couldn't enter the club cause unfortunately she was wearing slippers. But the last time I went there, the doorbitches allowed me in though I was in sandals sia! -.-

Yes yes, and the blame was shoved to Yenny. Thank youuuu!

Thankfully Sha was still at home when Feng called him so he managed to bring along his sister's shoes with him. But the least I expected was Sha to be there!

It was indeed a lovely surprise. :)

And so there were Shilla, Ayid, Hazri, Sha, Feng, Kevin, Herwan, Faiz, Kai, Faiz's friend whom I still don't know till now and myself which makes 11 of us. The songs played were boring at first. Yada-yadaa and we shifted to O bar.

At last, something everyone was pleased with.
Within the next hour, I realized shilla and Ayid went missing. -.-

Thank youuuu. Balik tak bilang-bilang. You two are the best! *thumbs up*

And since I was the only girl left among us, I was being protected the entire night by the guys. I was indeed very appreciative of what I saw, heard and realized.
Thank you for everything guys. Especially to Sha, Feng and Herwan, I was really touched by what you three said to me individually. Thank you once again. :)

The party ended by 4am and majority left. Then it was down to Sha, Hazri and myself. We spent the remaining 2 hours having our breakfast at MacDonald's and sat by the bridge as we talked about almost everything! Did I mention I simply love it when we sit and talk about life? It is a never ending topic. Yada-yadaa and by 6.30am we went our separate ways. Well I guess that's it?

On a lighter note, I have to get back on track with my muggings. Lesser nightlife, more attentions shall be given to the books.

*It doesn't matter whether I was with guys or gays, they are whom I treasured.
And what's best, they took good care of me better than any straight guys can ever do.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 @ 2:26 AM

I had wanted to mug earlier but it seems that the cyber world dissipated my enthusiasm away. Well what's new aye?
Typical Yenny, always with her same old excuses.

I realize it has been a while since I last had an awesome day with the beloved ones. And since I'm on exam break, as much as I hate to admit, I kindda miss performing and handling events. I'm really looking forward to my long break. Speaking of which, now I'm reminded that I still have many unsettled business I've yet to handle. Namely the upcoming camp that 'da events management' will be organising in December and also the need to attend numerous meetings in future. Apart from all those above, I'll smuggle a ray of opportunity to visit my family in Indonesia. Oh gosh how much I miss them all. Kalian nga kangen sma gue ya? -.-

Yes Yenny, you tend to plan a lot for the holiday but not your studies. Focus! -.-

But oh well, I can't help myself. And you know what? I'm anxious for Saturday. *grins*

Till then, good night world.

Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 12:51 AM

Raya 2009

Pictures taken from first and second day of Raya can be found upon clicking the link below.

http://yennychristina.multiply.com/photos

My family's choice of colour was yellow for this year.

But I still prefer my turquoise kebaya. =)

Selamat Hari Raya people! Ermm.. 5 days belated that is. Oh well! =)

Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 12:35 AM

My warmest dedication to these two souls.

Happy 20th Saifulhakim! Have a blast celebration tomorrow! Enjoy your remaining 13 days. Oh wait, 12! Nyahaha! (And I'm sure you know why I chose this picture) :P

And also happy 17th to Zul! Masih belum legal lagi.

One more year to go! Happy waiting sweets! ;)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 12:50 AM

I had wanted to update about my past family gathering that took place almost 2 weeks ago over at Ira's, but since she took 2 weeks just to upload the pictures, I had to postpone my intention. *Eyes darted at Ira* hahaha!

There you go:
http://crystalira89.multiply.com/photos/album/8

And after 3 months of not eating at my favourite hawker center in Redhill, Ejat and I had our break fast there. =)

Till then!

Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 6:41 PM

Saiful gave me these 2 links.

I can never finish reading it.

Enjoy! :)

http://www.fmylife.com/

http://www.fmylife.com/tops

Here are some of my favourite! =)

Today, I went to a restaurant with some friends. I noticed a very cute waitress about my age, so I walked over to her and asked if she had a boyfriend. The extremely fit, attractive waiter standing next to her immediately turned, held out his hand and goes, "Yeah. Meet me." - FML

Today, I heard my sister masturbating in her room. I took the dog around the block to get out of the house, and I came back to see her leaving her room... my electric toothbrush in her hand. -FML

Today, I received my passport in the mail. They got my birthdate wrong. Then I picked up my birth certificate that I had sent in with the application. Turns out my parents have been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. - FML

Today, my girlfriend left me for her boss. The same boss that, two weeks ago, caused her to come to me crying because he was sexually harassing her at work. When I told her I'd intervene, she told me she'd handle it. I guess she certainly did. FML

Today, I found out that I'm pregnant. My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for a while, and I was very excited to tell him the news. When I opened his office planning to surprise him with the news, I saw him making out with a man. FML

Today, I texted my college boyfriend to tell him how terrible I felt about cheating. He replied saying he was so relieved because he had been cheating on me with a girl in his dorm. I was talking about my math exam. FML

Today, I texted my boyfriend of 6 months saying that I was in the mood, and that I was in bed, and naked. He texted back saying "U got fingers, use them, im going to bed xoxo". FML

Today, my boyfriend and I had sex for the first time. After what seemed like an eternity of waiting, he finally entered me, then paused and asked me, "what do I do now?" FML

Today, after having sex with my boyfriend I went into his shower to freshen up. Where I saw an open bottle of pubic lice shampoo. FML

Today, I had to sleep in the same room as my grandparents. They checked to see if I was asleep, so I pretended to be to avoid getting scolded for staying up. Turns out they were checking so that they could make love. I witnessed two 70-year-olds have sex in the bed next to me for 20 minutes. FML

Today, my girlfriend of 8 years dumped me. When I asked if there was another guy, she responded, "You were the other guy". FML

Today, I was on a 3 hour plane ride. An elderly man was sitting next to me and before the flight took off, he fell asleep on my shoulder. I decided to be kind and let him sleep. When the flight was about to land, I tried to wake him up. He wouldn't. He died on my shoulder. FML

Today, my boyfriend of seven months dumped me because if he 'ever wanted to get married', he wants to 'marry a virgin.' I lost my virginity to him. FML

Today, I got into a huge fight with my boyfriend. I called him and started yelling at him over the phone. He told me that if I wanted to end the relationship I should just hang up the phone right then. Before I could say I still love him and don't want to break up, my phone battery died. FML

Today, I went out for coffee with a guy I really like. We met up at the local café, and decided to sit at a counter in front of the window. We talked and flirted for a while. Then he kissed me, and while he was kissing me someone banged on the window. It was my parents. They didn't know I'm gay. FML

Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 11:10 PM

Finally, I'm gonna get into some serious mugging business.

Hope this enthusiasm will last for the next 2 months.

Till then!

Monday, September 07, 2009 @ 1:37 AM

The birthday people

I'm making amendments from my last entry.

Saturday.

We celebrated Jack's belated birthday.

Doesn't it feel so darn awesome to be legal? No more hiding from any HSA officers.

Happy 18th Jack! :)

Sunday.
We celebrated Zinky's birthday in advanced.

Hope you had a great evening with us dude! Dah tua boboi eh! :D

Happy 21st Zinky! :)

Moving on, my warmest wishes to Steffi Goh.

Selamat ultah yg ke 19 non! Moga tambah keren dan pinter ya! =D

Last but not least,

Happy 22nd Nazmi! Stay strong and let this year be the best alright? =)

Last few words to those above and those whom birthdays I might have forgotten, happy birthday to all! Be it belated or in advanced, hope your special day was a blast. All the best for your future endeavours! =)

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 @ 8:40 PM

Dear Yenny Christina,

Here I am to remind you that time seem to be vanishing quickly.

So be in a vortex of 'IFs' no more and start facing reality.

Dwindling yourself from fun and gaiety is how its soon to be,

For less than 2 months you're left to prepare, and when it's done you shall be free.

Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 1:00 AM

khas buat Angelya :)

This post goes to my pampered little cousin. :)

Mel, selamat ultah yg ke 15! Moga-moga tambah pinter dan cakep ya? Udah gedek jd jangan sering ngambek lagi. Kadonya ditunda dulu, entar aq sma wak pulang Medan kalo lgi liburan baru aq kasi. Gue kangen banget sama loe, ember! :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 12:41 AM

We've decided. The camp will take place at High Achievers'.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 9:13 PM

The upcoming camp

These was taken on Monday morning. The committee had to reconnaissance for a suitable location for our next event.

As you can see, we recced Sarimbun camp. From my experiences, I'd still prefer High Achiever. We have yet liaise with the camp chief though. Nonetheless, I'm looking forward to the big day! =)

Next stop, High Achiever.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 10:23 PM

Keindahan Dunia

Langit biru yang terbenang, ditemani si sang pelangi yang amat menawan. . .
Lautan luas yang mempesona, tiada akhir perjalanannya. . .
Tanah daratan yang semakin sayup, sungguh jelas kelihatan . . .
Pulau-pulau kecil dan pantai memutih nun di bawah sana. . .

Begitulah indahnya ciptaan Tuhan. "Subhanallah...," bibirku memuji pencipta.